May 2012
April 2012
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“mean while in africa…”

i’m not sure what that’s supposed to mean but this is not the time
Soup is speaking with him on the phone. I am still online with him on Skype and will remain so.
We are going to get through this. Now all we need to do is be calm.
HIS SISTER IS NO LONGER IN THE ROOM WITH HIM
HE BELIEVES HE CANNOT TRUST HIS FAMILY
EVERYBODY GET ON STEAM IF YOU HAVE ONE
I CAN’T DO THIS MYSELF, I AM NOT QUALIFIED AND I FEAR I AM MAKING THIS WORSE
I’m talking with him on Steam right now. He’s logged in.
He needs a bit of space, but I am going to stay on the line with him.
Will update as necessary.


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I’m sorry, but I just can’t take this any more. Nothing in my life is worth going through this much pain. I hear so mnay people telling me to be brave, but what they don’t realize is just how long I have been brave. All my life. And dammit, I want a break.
Bio, I’m sorry. You were the best friend I had on here, and I’ll miss chatting at 7AM with you. I love you. If there’s anything past this corpreal world, you’ll be in my thoughts. It saddens me that we never had the chance to meet in person, but I guess it wasn’t meant to be.
Everyone, don’t blame yourselves. You all tried, and I’m grateful. But unless someone close is willing to get me emancipated, and help pay my tuition to VT and support me in my goal to work at Valve, there was nothing you could do. If there IS someone who can do that, by all means tell me. I need to send a message to rainy anyways, I’ll see that.
I’m sorry it came to this. I love you all, you’re all great people. I wish I could have known you in person.
Allie. I wish I had the guts to say this before, but… I loved you. Not friendship love either. You are a beautiful, intelligent, wonderful person, and I LOVE YOU. I say this now because, really, I have nothing left to lose. Of the things I will miss, you’re at the top. If only I could have said this sooner. Alas, life did not want that to happen. Goodbye, my love.
Goodbye to everyone.
You have my sincerest thanks for being there for me. You’ll never know how much you mean to me.EVERYONE, THIS IS AN EMERGENCY. GO TO HIM, TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM, EVEN IF YOU DON’T KNOW HIM. RAZZY IS AN AMAZING PERSON WHO DESERVES SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS.
PLEASE. I LOVE HIM, HE’S LIKE MY BROTHER, AND HE’S ONLY FIFTEEEN.